Hey all. (: Its been awhile now hasn't it? My apologies for the late entry. Well, I am sure you've all noticed the new layout. Its pretty diggerent from my previous one, and I am beginning to wonder if its a positive change. Oh well, I guess thise last two words pretty much spark off the topic for the entry.

All my life, I've heard people tell me, "You have to change yourself. " or, "You have to change that attitude of yours. ". I am sure you have too. But I've been thinking about these lines alot of late, and it made me wonder if we can really change who we are, and if we can, do we really have to change ourselves?

For me, I've come to realise that in the end, it is not me who has changed. I am still the same person, withthe same habits, the same issues, the same strengths the same weaknesses. I can't change the fact that I get distracted easily. I can't change the fact that I need to match straw colours.

But instead, I can adapt and I can channel these habits and quirks about myself in the right direction. Since I get distracted easily, I do a few things at once, so my mind always remains occupied. And I adapt my need for matching straw colours to the situation. If there is no straw that can match my drink, then its just too bad, and I would have to be okay with drinking from a regular straw. But in the end, if given a choice, I definitely would still pick yellow for my mango milkshake. Thus, I have not changed.

Its subjective though. Change and self. Hmm, maybe I am only looking at this through my side of the lense. Share with me please. (:

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