Hey everyone (: Weekly update time. Well, as much I would love to say that this week has been a good one, I can't exactly say so. Its been a rather tumultuous week of tears, hurt, confusion, and acceptance.

This week had me thinking of goodbyes. To me, goodbyes are never easy. I am one who rolls around in the comfort of knowing that things will go on, that there is never really a conclusion, an end. In the fact that we will all keep growing together no matter how tough it is, with the guidance of love, faith and patience.

But after a few things that happened this week, I conclude, that goodbyes do not exist to those who do not want to say it. If the two people who are walking in separate directions believe enough in themselves and each other, they will walk away, knowing that one day, they will meet again. I am not saying that its easy now, in fact, its probably what I would consider one of the hardest things in life. The thought of knowingly walking away from someone who you think you cannot live without, and the only thing that keeps you walking is the hope and faith that that someone believes just as much as you do, that the both of you will see each other once more. But its something we will all have to do, for ourselves, for each other.

& we will all come out better and stronger people.

This week has also thought me about the phrase " Every dark cloud, has its silver lining. " Granted, I was an emotional wreck this week, falling asleep in tears, waking up in tears. But through all the sadness, fear and blurry vision one thing was made perfectly clear to me. The people who love me, the people whom I love, were always there for me. When I was at my lowest, its them who sat by me, and let me cry. Let me fall asleep on their couch and finish their ice-cream. I would not want to lose you girls for the world. (:

Schoolwork has been relatively alright, though I cannot deny that it has been rather rough over the week with all my emotions all over the place. But its alright, it will get better, all we have to do is try. Slowly and surely, if we try, it will get better.

I hope your week has been better than mine. (: Just thought I would let you know that, if any of you, my readers, want to talk to me, please do not hesitate to drop me an email, I would be more than glad to reply (:

azmira.zailan@yahoo.com

Have a great week ahead, till we meet again.